Yeah well, I don't remember asking to be born, but I've been lumbered with this Aries Aries rising thing, which means I am a catalyst I change people, I don’t mean to it just happens. One minute I’m having a normal conversation in the pub next thing I know some Joe has turned into Jack the Giant Killer and is freaking out in the corner.
When I was younger I would attract every psychopath within a 30-mile radius, I spent my teens and early twenties wondering why all the blokes I met were mad and bad, then they turned into pussycats purring at my touch. Growling at anybody else who tried to get through their barriers.
Once I learned to say “No thank you, you can’t buy me a drink because you’re probably a psychopath!”
Life did get a bit easier. You may think I’m this or that but imagine how it is for me to be inside this! It’s difficult, I tippety toe around people daring them to be constant, not wanting to be the one that breaks their hearts, not wanting to be a leader, not wanting to be the one that everyone looks at when I walk into a room.
I didn’t deal the cards I’m just playing the hand I was given, I play well, I may beat you or I may fold, does it really matter?
I never meant to change you, I loved the way you were.
Today I have been listening to my “Aries” CDWagner ~
The Ride of the Valkyries
Vivaldi ~ Spring, From the Four seasons
Schumann ~ Traumerel (Dreaming)
Verdi ~ La Donna e Mobile
Delibes ~ Pizzicato from Sylvia
Strauss ~Radetzky March Opus 228
Orff ~ Fortuna Imperatrix Mundi,
From Carmina Burana
Holst ~ Mars, the bringer of War, From The Planets Suite