Sunday, July 06, 2014

Sleeping in the Forest

I thought the earth remembered me,
she took me back so tenderly,
arranging her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds.
I slept as never before, a stone on the riverbed,
nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths
among the branches of the perfect trees.
All night I heard the small kingdoms
breathing around me, the insects,
and the birds that do their work in darkness.
All night I rose and fell, as if in water,
grappling with a luminous doom, by morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times 
into something better.


Mary Oliver

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

That Was The Week, That Was !

Finally an interesting week regarding the self-appointed “alternative” Media in the UK, after being hijacked for over a year by David Icke and “The People’s Voice Television Station” We now learn David will not now continue to be connected to TPV and is having a hissy fit at Shawn and his “marriage partner”, there are whispers that the “Pink Agenda” has always had its eye on TPV, dubious connections, as with Peter Tatchell.   Who can tell what has really happened with an estimated £400,000 of donations going missing and no quality programmes emerging.

Various spin off, low rent, failed media whores have attempted to cash in on the publicity created by Dicke’s constant begging for more and more money as he promised us a “Voice of the people” a free flow of information that would encourage communication. As I see it now TPV and possibly “Media” in general just steal people’s individual voices, while listening to others opinions and voices people seem to have forgotten how to use their own.

Sonia Poulton never heard of by anybody, except Tom Pride, who was cyber bullied for questioning Sonia’s claims to have phone hacked people she claimed were “stalking” her.

Sonia Poulton also made the mistake of “supporting” Robert Green in cashing in on the Hollie Greig Fraud. She has been reported to OFCOM for allowing Robert Green to tell lies on her show regarding the Hollie Greig Fraud, resulting in Robert Green being sent to prison for breaking his Non Harassment Order and then the appeals for money for Robert on subsequent You Tube videos. It gets worse than this though, Sonia was very rude to the “Hollie Greig Hoax” group, claiming they were stalking her and screaming at Jon Stevenson from the Hoax group and slamming the phone down when he phoned her to ask for a right of reply to the claims made by Robert Green on Sonia’s show on TPV.

Sonia Poulton then went onto her Facebook page and claimed that Jon was stalking her and that he was a very unpleasant troll etc etc. Sonia has also made this claim on You Tube videos. Videos debunked by Jon himself. This is in a nutshell, Sonia’s modus operandi is apparent, anyone who asks her awkward questions will be ignored, bullied, lied about, Sonia is very ill informed, too lazy to do any research and very, very fixed in her ideas, possibly not the attributes of a “real Journalist”. A strange quirk of Sonia’s is that she will attempt to bully people using false accounts pretending to be other people.

Mucky Mark Windows is allegedly leaving TPV to begin his own show, so Agenda 21, Fracking, David Shayler, North London misogynists emerging from bed sit land, blinking for attention, someone “discovered another pyramid” somewhere, and unsubstantiated, individual stories will tug heart strings as Mucky Mark does his best “sincere” face and “honestly” points to the Donate button.

Next was “The UK Column” as a complaint lodged, originally with OFSTED, but then when it was realised that the UK Column had not notified the regulatory body, or paid the required fee the complaint against “UK Column” was referred to ATVOD the body that OFCOM believed would be able to help. Hollie Greig Hoax team have written and documented their complaint, here is the link

To say  Brian Gerrish dissembles in his “report” from his car, claiming that he has been judged by as being “Too professional” is to be kind to another self-proclaimed journalist who has reported the Hollie Greig Fraud as the truth, has refused to talk to the Hollie Greig Hoax group who began trying to clear the name of the innocent people that had been dragged into the fraud over two years ao, the fraud was by then expanded to include many members of the Scottish establishment, possibly to destabilise and discredit it before the Scottish independence vote. Gerrish is a very creepy person who has lived off the Hollie Greig Hoax for years, using the very same technique he uses with the Atvod complaint, taking things out of context and only telling the parts that suit him

All the while making sure people know where the Donate button is, there is then a shower of people trying to feed you misinformation while you pay them for the privilege ! Puolton, Windows, Gerrish, Collins were never about sharing information, only about suppressing evidence, as with the Hollie Greig Fraud and feeding their grossly inflated egos as they decide what lies to tell next, how to depress people and how to gain more money from the general, public. Yet none will answer any questions put to them, and all attempt cyber bullying in one form or another.

Pied pipers, Gatekeepers, Narcissists, Gullible Martyrs maybe even mind controlled and manipulated people are coming with all sorts of promises, they have the answer, they really do, this is what you have to do…and here is the donate button. It can be tempting to give power away and believe someone else is going to save everything and sort everything out, but that is what has already been happening with media, it seems a shame that alternative media should be aping main stream media, that people can’t realise that it is part of conditioning and programming and that we are susceptible to pied pipers, charlatans and snake oil salesmen.

To be a sovereign individual is to be free, to make one’s own choices and to reflect on information provided, the time for believing anyone or anything that there is not proof of are over, people have their own agendas, people want fame, fortune and o feed their own egos,  it only takes a cursory search on the internet to find the above evidence concerning the whole David Icke TPV debacle, which was never about freedom of information but only ever about mis-information, stealing peoples voices and following someone else’s dreams.

We are not lost we never were, lied to, cheated and manipulated  yes, not least by Gerrish, Collins, Poulton and Windows, all trying to make a living from fear porn, all telling us they are great journalists as they tell us one side of a story they haven’t researched properly to begin with, donate, donate, donations is all they really want. They will never change, will never really research both sides of any story, but will give you the version of the story that gives them an opportunity to tug at your heart strings, soften you up so you send money! Allow them to manipulate your thoughts. Keep your money or give it to your family or friends, use it to help your own research. Information should be freely shared and people who won’t share freely are part of the problem.

We don’t need another hero, we are all growing into being our own heroes, we do know the way home, many of the revelations coming to light are horrific and frightening, we should always look for proof, evidence, facts, to believe lie after lie, unquestioning of the source will only make fools of us time and again as we climb onto someone else’s band wagon and give our power away to people who are too narcissistic  to know their game has been rumbled and too stupid to realise the game is over and to continue to demand money for lies, misinformation and propaganda which will only result in more discredit and mockery for themselves as the lies they tell unravel whilst we watch.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

~ The Sacred Hoop of Healing ~

In a Dream of Vision 
In a Place where Hearts reside 
and are 
Consumed in Grief  
I saw not 
Anger nor Retribution 
Not the Face of Hatred 
nor of Despair 
But the Clear and 
All Encompassing Heart Of All That Is  
I saw Each One Stand Mother Father Brother each 
Child of the Seventh Generation 
In Peace and Understanding  
And Facing His Brother His Sister 
Each Child of Their Children's Children 
Wrapped his Heart around....  
And kissing the Tears on the 
Tear stained face of the 
One he Held Released His Own Pain  
And when he had opened himself 
To Receive 
Unconditionally the pain and unbearable sorrow of his Brother  
Only then When Each had Received 
The Healing of each and every Heart  
Would raise their eyes to Wanbli 
To All That Is In utter Acceptance and Resolve  
Making the Unimaginable Grief of each and every Heart 
His Own Would we Heal  
And as their hearts and hands reached out 
Would open their own 
Hearts To become that Hollow Bone of 
Acceptance and Responsibility of 
All That Is  And in 
Unified Silence Take upon themselves 
The Duty and the Honor Which is 
Each Our Own  
Of allowing each hand 
And Every Heart To take up and to 
Receive and hold closer than Forever  
The River Of Tears Of All Mankind
  The River Of Tears Of Humankind
  As One Swift Uptaking Breath Of 
All That Is Is made our Own.

Crys The Tears/Dreamwalker~Lakota copyright 2001   

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Rainbow Energy Spell

Ever feel that every day life is crowding in? That matters of the mundane are obscuring your view of the enchantment? Life can be complicated at times. If you find mundane issues are clouding your judgement I have a tonic for you :>)

Take a multi faceted cut glass crystal wash it well. Hang it at a sunny window, take note that the crystal is blessing you with rainbows on your ceiling or walls. Use a large glass, rinse well and fill with water. Hold the glass by the crystal so that tiny intense rainbows are held within the water. As you do this look out of the window into the world, relax and watch as the crystal continues to charge the water.

When you feel ready drink the water, sip it, as you do so visualize the spirit of the rainbow in you life. Feel yourself filling up with crystal light. If you do not finish the water keep it with you and drink it through out the day.You may find that you see things differently in all aspects of your life and the rainbows will continue to bless you with energies that will make your work in the mundane much simplified. Leave the crystal hanging in the window, remember to wash it regularly.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

Love Liberates.................

Sunday, May 25, 2014

The Truth Movement

I didn’t know there was a Truth Movement, I thought there was just Truth.

Life can seem strange, what is up is down, what sould be is not, and what should never be is, very sadly, criminally is, The ones who should protect us betray us and betray our children and even our children's children. The Earth, our Mother is raped, beaten, polluted, defiled as we stand and weep. Life can be difficult, life is difficult and life will be difficult again.

Truth is what is, the facts may sometimes be hidden, but truth will out, it doesn't matter how you feel about truth, truth doesn't care, truth cannot be held in the dark for long, truth will be, will escape, truth will shine for you, truth will enligeten you, truth will not be inprisoned, truth is source, truth is what is. You can believe truth or not , it doesn't matter truth simply is.

This year we are guided by the number 7, the number of truth.

"The number 7 is the seeker, the thinker, the searcher of Truth (notice the capital "T") The 7 doesn't take anyting at face value -- it is always trying to understand the underlying, hidden truths. The 7 knows that nothing is exactly as it seems and that reality is often hidden behind illusions......"

2014 (2+1+4=7) promises to be an interesting year, a year of enlightenment. As more people seek the truth they will inevitably bring their confusions and pain with them. It can be a time of mourning as people realise  everything they held to be true is false, to let go of all illusion is not always easy, a step at a time people wil heal and find truth. During this time you may feel vulnerable, confused and not feel sure of which way to turn. Stay in your power.

There are Pied Pipers and Jokers who will try, mainly, it seems to get your money, they will try and distract you, to get you to follow their agenda and to enable their power, fame and riches. These charlatans are not hard to spot once you can see the truth, they must give you clues you see, so later they will say, but I told you that, you knew that, you saw it on my web page. These Pied Pipers will try and frighten you, try and make you "fight" this or that cause. We don't fight, we enable and empower.

Like many others I thought that the self appointed "Alternative media" had integrity, did proper research into both sides of any story, and generally lived up to the good name they so proudly announce for themselves. Looking into the Hollie Greig Fraud has exposed these Misinformation Muppets for what they are. The HG Hoax Team have been trying to get to these "Alternative Media" for over two years. They have contacted self-proclaimed "Alternative journalists" one after another to try and get the truth and the evidence out into the world.

The Hollie Greig Hoax Team and many others have been rubbished, bullied and lied about. Poeple have turned a blind eye to the bullying: have turned a blind eye to the lies and obvious misrepresentations time and again. Because the "HG Justice" is so unpleasant most people do not want to get involved in a public scathing, no matter how moronic. People want a quiet life so walk away. However, the Hollie Greig Lies continue and just this week end another "appeal" begging for funds for Robert Green, just out of prison for harrasing and falsely accusing people of being paedophiles,

Please stop sending money, innocent people have been hurt here, their lives changed forever. Robert Green, Brian Gerrish, Lou Collins etc have all made quite enough money from this fraud, they have known for over two years that the story as, allegedly told by Hollie but really taught to Hollie by her mother Anne was lies, could not possibly have happened the way described and defamed innocent men , women and children. Gerrish, Collins, Poulton etc are cashing in on the illness of a woman struggling to cope with her disabled daughter and failing marriage.

These people claim to tell the "Truth" yet will not recognise the truth when it is staring them in the face.

However Truth will find a way, will not be hidden, many, many people have already done the research and are ashamed and disgusted, not only by the lies, but also by the cover up by Gerrish, Collins, Poulton "Hollie Greig " justice et al, who have not wanted the truth to come out because of the money and notoriety around the Hollie Greig Fraud. Shamefully living off the illness and vulnerability of two women who should be helped and supported and not have the delusions of the  mother fed so the lies encompass everybody and anybody who dares question the truthfullness of their stories.

We don't need a "Truth movement" we never did, we just need people who care about the truth as obviously the current self-appointed "Alternative Media" clearly do not. The "Hollie Greig Justice" annonymously lie with impunity it seems, as no one is safe from being on their "Paedo list" and as has clearly been demonstrated again and again none of the Hollie Greig Fraudsters will openly debate with anyone about the facts, the evidence, no one will say how much money they have made from the Hollie Greig Fraud as they point to the Donate Buttons on their web sites and tell us about a poor old man in prison.

Neglecting to mention that the poor old man was encouraged by them to spout his lies on various internet channels. The poor old man Robert Green was cautioned by the police before he ever met Anne and Hollie Greig for just the very same techniques of bullying harrasment and lies that he is now on bail for and this is why Robert Green will be in court again on 30 May, not for anything to do with "Childrens Rights"  but because he is bullying people and will not stop.

Don't send money to anyone, these people are charlatans, living off the lies and are spreading "Fear Porn" throughout the Ether. 

Truth is what is, the facts may sometimes be hidden, but truth will out, it doesn't matter how you feel about truth, truth doesn't care, truth cannot be held in the dark for long, truth will be, will escape, truth will shine for you, truth will enligten you, truth will not be inprisoned, truth is source, truth is what is. You can believe truth or not , it doesn't matter truth simply is.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Thor's Day

Thor, Lord Almighty, childhood playmate
Be with us now and help keep us straight
Fight with us against the evil men
Babylon’s here! It shames us again.
Women and children cry out in their pain
While Babylon strives, filthy lucre to gain
The serpent arises, its coils are tensing
Thor, my lord, its Armageddon I’m sensing.

We Bless and honour you on this your sacred day
Offer you a libation and a candle to light the way
As we stand here before you with our banners unfurled
We worry and fret for the evil unleashed in the world.
The witches of the hedgerow stand brave and true
Our ways you well know and our flowers dressed in blue
We garden and nuture, to grow is our favourite way
The wickedness we find can only fill us with dismay.

We speak of the child left weeping and alone
It hurts us my lord. Chills us to the bone
We hold and we cherish, light a candle to bless
Cuddle and care and share the peoples distress
We need you my Lord, we can fight alone no more
The strength and the power of the peoples hero Thor
With great hammer and belt, gauntlets and thunder
Lightening gladdens our hearts and fills us with wonder.

The peodophile, the nonce, the child molester
Theives of childhood, the innocents they pester
Throw thy great hammer, expose this evil plot
So we may see what’s what and what’s not
Protect these your children, peace of mind impart
Bless with kindness and help ease the broken heart
We can live with this evil and this shame no more
Please hear our prayer Mighty God Thor

Thor, Lord Almighty, childhood playmate
Be with us now and help keep us straight
Fight with us against the evil men
Babylon’s here! It shames us again.
Women and children cry out in their pain
While Babylon strives, filthy lucre to gain
The serpent arises, its coils are tensing
Thor, my lord, its Armageddon I’m sensing.

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Trolls, Shills and the Hollie Greig Fraud

The Hollie Greig Fraud has uncovered the rotten underbelly of grass roots movements, which can only ever be as good as our lowest common denominator. In the case of the HG Fraud that underbelly was very low indeed, as can be seen with the “HG Justice blog” which is nothing more than the sick ramblings of lowlife illiterates who seem to get a thrill from wallowing in any alleged report of paedophilia no matter how far-fetched and perverted fantasy filled. No proof is needed with these bullies they indiscriminately allege anybody they don’t like that day is a “paedo” or “paedo enabler”.

Anybody who has read the actual HG evidence will see there is no case here, the police have investigated HG’s alleged abuse twice, have investigated Anne Grieg’s numerous complaints. Robert Green has repeatedly committed the criminal offence of harassment by falsely accusing people, with no evidence. What a despicable thing for anyone to do, yet the “HG justice” do not care what they say or how they treat people, anybody who questions why Robert Green is really in prison gets added to their hit list and just gets rubbished. I have seen them do this with many people and they have tried with me.

A good way to make a case then, anybody who asks for evidence of the obviously perverted lies gets added to the list of  ”paedos”, so you either agree or are a nonce according to the “HG justice" fraudsters, living off the troubles of a vulnerable adult, making a living, making money, selling t shirts  for heaven’s sake ! Yet anyone who asks any questions is accused of trying to make off the HG story, trying “tae make a name for yersel” is what they told me……as if I want the HG fraud to sully my Damnable name!

The details of the fraudulent story  are upsetting so many people do not want to look into the tale and have trusted people who have set themselves up as “alternative media” to research into the tales and deliver the truth to us, their waiting public. I have been as disappointed as everyone else to learn that they did not do their research properly, they could not have done or they would have exposed the fraud themselves. However the Hollie Greig Fraud has turned into a gravy train as people are sent donations and obviously more donations are sent in when Robert Green is in prison.

People have been named by Hollie Greig as abusers that do not exist.

People have been named by Hollie Greig as having been abused with her who not abused and did not even know her at the time claimed.

HG’s mother Anne had a major psychotic episode, many of these lies seem to stem from a sick woman who should be supported to get well again, not have her delusions made into a money making scam for evil people.

Robert Green has “previous” for lying bullying and trying to make a name for himself before he met HG’s mother. He has no independent evidence to offer, is a common criminal trying to make a living from a fraudulent tale about a downs syndrome child whose mother has taught her to reel off a list of names by rote, some of whom do not exist, Hollie cannot describe the curtains, the bedclothes or any of the furniture in the rooms she was allegedly abused in, the person who allegedly owned the house where Hollie was abused does not exist…the house did not exist….

That there are so many discrepancies this whole story makes a laughing stock of any “alternative media” that have supported the lies as no one who has actually researched the HG fraud would be able to relate the fraud as truth, only if they too were on the gravy train making money from lies, we can all clearly see who these self-opinionated, self-appointed media are and, I believe we should, treat anything else these misinformation Muppets come up with as poorly researched fantasy that they are trying to make another quick buck from.

As I have said the “HG Justice” are awful, dreadful bullies, to simply ask a question brings on an attack of spiteful vitriol, thankfully mostly incomprehensible as they clearly have never wondered about writing either, clearly believing that snide cheap digs and calling anyone who challenges any of their perverted fantasies spiteful names will help their cause, no reasoned debate here, just hysteria that their cash cow may be taken from them. If the fraud is exposed world-wide their source of income might dry up, well so it bloody well should. To make money in this way is reprehensible.

The lessons to be learned here are clear, firstly realise that online bullying is actually illegal, people can indeed say what they want over the internet but if it is malicious bullying the police should always be informed, no one should ever say hurtful, spiteful things to you to try and evade the questions you are asking, this tells more about them, their motives and malice than about you. Try not to make it personal and remember, as in the case of the “HG justice” they are so obviously frightened that their only source of income will come to an end if they cannot keep the fraud going.

Be Brave, imagine how brave the innocent people accused by HG Justice have had to be, and realise the dreadful things said about them, innocent people with not one iota of proof, accused of the most dreadful crimes, again and again, by people who will not even look at the evidence, the police reports, the psychiatric reports, the endless complaints from Anne, the court reports concerning Robert Green are all online available to anyone to read, freely available. Anyone then still “believing” this fraud has either not done their proper research or is on the gravy train making money from a vulnerable young woman.

Thankfully there are only very few of these disgusting creatures, the “HG Justice” blog seems to consist of two idiots that constantly fall out with each other, they find the sleaziest, nastiest stories about child abuse possible, from however an unreliable source ad promote it, seems they themselves are the perverts, never any thoughts of solutions or how to combat this alleged satanic child abuse, just wallowing in the drama of other peoples lies, making money from this is foul, these Muppets are just purveyors of fear porn. Gerrish, Collins, Poulton et al have sensationalised the fabrications of an ill person and made careers from the HG story, calling themselves “journalists” yet they are just purveying “fear porn”.

Speak your truth, know your facts, never listen to spiteful unkindness from people who don’t even know you and who clearly have a vested interest. Once again we have been led astray by Pied Pipers who obviously want yer money, want to frighten you, these people who have not done any research just repeat and repeat lies hoping they may be accepted as truth. No one who just wants the truth of a matter to come out should ever attack people who question them, there should always be room for debate, but not with the nasty bullies that are the “HG justice” blog, purveyors of lies and fear porn.

There are real and legitimate concerns about child abuse, about “Satanism” revelations are emerging of what has been going on, we hear stories from time to time, usually discredited shortly afterwards, however if what is claimed is going on there will be  proof, there will be evidence. There will be survivors. In the meanwhile we can’t just take the delusional accusations of an unwell and unstable woman as true and start hurling accusations about, which is all that has happened here, once the perverted fantasies of Robert Green were in the mix, cheap cashing in by third rate X main stream media hacks and the money started coming in from kind gentle souls who never thought they were being taken for a ride. Why do we as an alternative community always give third rate media hacks credence, why do we fall for their lies time after time? They sold their souls long ago, have failed in the mainstream media and are now inflicted on the alternative community where we allow their poison to grow.

It really isn’t hard in this day and age to do our own research, to be true and sovereign to ourselves and make these leeches and parasites redundant…….there is no need to learn the “truth” from liars any more there really isn’t.

Here is the link to the revolting “Hollie Greig Justice” blog which features Alex Salmund prominently possible pointing to a real agenda of destabilising the Scottish establishment and government before the independence vote. They will simply make spiteful posts about what they think they know about me instead of answering any question, however I will ask yet again.

Why is Robert Green really in prison?

What evidence do you have of all the dreadful accusations you make?

 How much money have you made from the Hollie Greig Fraud?

Here also is the link to the site of the “Hollie Greig Hoax” site written by innocent people accused wrongly of “satanic” child abuse. The site Includes evidence that the abuse could not have happened as alleged by Anne Greig, Robert Green at al, names and timelines are wrong, people accused who do not exist, people added to the list as they challenged Anne’s delusions and paranoia

It really is time people looked into this properly as I see it people have been abused here and it is not who the perverted fantasists “Hollie Greig Justice” claim, it is they who have and are abusing people, left right and centre hiding all the time behind the lies and false allegations made by a sick, unhappy woman supported by a dirty old man who is getting cheap thrills from promoting salacious rubbish throughout the alternative media, and yeah making a pretty penny from it as well!

Make up your own mind, for me, I am not going to allow this blatant fraud to continue unchallenged.


Too boringly stupidly obvious but hey ! Sonia Poulton, still not answering my questions regarding

The Hollie Greig Fraud

Sonia Poulton's bullying of Tom Pride both as herself and pretending to be other people via tweeter after he asked her about her boasts of being able to phone hack and gaining private phone numbers via "techies".

etc etc etc................

Sonia Poulton, showing her usual modus operandi by pretending to be Lee Ryan rather than answer any of the legitimate questions asked of her has now crossed over any line of civility by calling me a "paedo"

"Sharon you appear to bat for the side of paedo's. So you have chosen your turf now be away with you - you disgust me"

in comments here :

My reply:

ha ha Scrat pretending to be chump:

Is that what you learned in your grotty little career as a groupie and a reject from the Daily Mail ?

Lie about people and call them nasty names and they will go away and stop asking you questions, well that is not how it is in the real world.

You are trying to set yourself up as a "Journalist" you claim to be telling the "truth" but you have lied repeatedly.

What about the Hollie Greig Fraud? How can you explain you "support" of the pervert criminal Robert Green ? Why did you bully Jon from the Holly Greig hoax team, both as yourself and pretending to be other people?

What about Tom Pride? How do you explain your bullying of him on tweeter both as yourself and by pretending to be other people?

What about the phone hacking? How was it you came to get peoples personal numbers? Do you really think it's right to phone up strangers and scream at them as you boast to have done?

You claim to be a journalist, claim to have something to say and even have the cheek to ask people for money to enable your lies and bullying, well hey, that makes you answerable answerable to all of us,

Your waiting Public

Update: 24/5/2014

Well the inevitable has happened the "Hollie Greig Justice" Blog are asking for funds  they claim for Robert Green. I keep asking them question but get no reply just blogs trying to rubbish me. Needless to say please don't send money.

The Hollie Greig Fraud is just that Fraud, what is claimed to have happened could not have happened.

People accused who do not exist.

Children claimed to have been abused who were not.

Scotland's establishment named, largely through mistaken identity

The police have investigated.

Robert Green was in prison largely for the lies he told on the "Sonia Poulton Live" show on TPV.

Robert Green was unemployed when he met Anne Greig, and has not worked since.

Hollie Greig Fraudsters beg for money !

Saturday, May 17, 2014

~Truth ~

I listen for Truth
For truth speaks softly
It is not boastful nor proud

Truth whispers low
Solemn quiet
It wraps around
Like Smoke
Subtle and free

Knows no
No limits

From within
Not without
It floats
In the spaces
Of dreams
It is not angry or vengeful

Truth simply is
It cannot
Be hidden
Nor disguised

Like iridescent
It rests
Your heart
Of hearts

The promise
As it was so
It shall

Crys The Tears
Dreamwalker ~Lakota
Copywright 2000

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Why Is Robert Green in Prison ? ~ Updated 15/5 ~

What exactly is Robert Green in Prison for?

I had been hearing stories that people were begging for donations to gain justice for Robert Green, currently in prison, a petition is going the rounds on Facebook, using very emotive language but no clear picture of which crime Robert Green might be in trouble for.

People are not usually put in prison on remand for “causing disturbance” though are they? People who are put on remand are thought to be likely to continue to commit crime before their trials, people who are considered a danger to society are place on remand.

Not a man of 68 in deteriorating health due to heart problems, as is the representation of Robert Green here:

Petition to free Robert Green


There is much more to this story, upon investigation I learn that, in fact Robert Green had a “Non Harassment Order" issued against him, Robert Green has, it seems, been for years harassing people that he claims are Satanists, liars and paedophiles even murderers. Some of the people named as having abused children do not exist and some of the children named as having been abused say they were not abused at all and that they did not know each other at the time claimed for the abuse to have taken place.

Robert Green appeared on the “Sonia Poulton Live “show on TPV and, again made very serious allegations against people that he had been told not to, I am sure that when the non-harassment order was made against Robert Green it would have been made very clear to him what he must not say or do, as he has breached this order and does not seem prepared to stop he has been remanded in custody until his court date, which he has already been given.

The appearance of Robert Green on “Sonia Poulton Live” for TPV caused TPV and the show to be reported to OFCOM because the people accused by Richard Green were not given the right of reply, were accused by Sonia Poulton of “Trolling” and bullying her and Sonia slammed down the phone to “The Hollie Greig Hoax Team”  telling them they would not be on her show.

Imagine you have been accused of being a Satanist, a child abuser; you have been named on the internet as such. You are a young person, you have been named on the internet as having been abused as a child, and you have not been. You have fought the people who have been naming you through the courts, using the law of the land as it stands, and again the lies you have fought against are being repeated, by someone you are told is a credible alternative journalist.

However Robert Green is in prison custody on remand because he has broken a non-harassment order.
I asked the “Hollie Greig Justice” Blog what Robert Green was in prison for and this was the answer I received:

This answer to my question doesn’t make sense to me however I have replied:

“Thank you for your answer.
What is Robert Green in prison for please?” My comment has not yet been published.

"The Holly Greig Hoax Team have also Tweeted about my question here, not answering it but calling me a "Mong" is it only me that is deeply worried about a so called supporter of Hollie Greig calling anyone who asks questions nasty names? Are these people just protecting their cash cow? Does anyone there have any feelings for Hollie, who is, as I understand isolated, brainwashed and in the company of people who lash out and call other people nasy names for no reason..

"The Holly Greig Justice" tweet ("mong")

The Hollie Greig Justice blog have a reputation for trolling people online and calling everyone who asks any awkward questions a “paeodo enabler” or a "paedophile" or sometime their names have even been added of the list of 22 people that are said to be the satanic child abusers some of whom do not even exist, so I am not imagining a very pleasant exchange will follow.

What on earth may be going on here?

There are people who, it seems have a vested interest in the Hollie Greig case, it is certainly disturbing to learn Robert Green’s version of the story, perhaps people have been too disturbed by the story as presented by Robert Green that they have just thrown money and walked away. Could it be that people are making money from the tale of Hollie Greig? Could it be that when Robert Green is in prison more money can be made?

I do not watch Brian Gerrish as I find him creepy, however I am told that he too “Supports” Robert Green, Sonia Poulton “supports” Robert Green……I am not sure who else does. Are these people representing themselves as journalists? Media? Paid agents of the state? Purveyors of salacous gossip? Pied Pipers and Misinformation Muppets? Are they telling the whole story, or a biased and emotive version? As time goes on court records will tell their tale, but how many people will have been distracted and how much money diverted in that time? How many people bullied? How many more people lied to or about?

Perhaps the comments on Robert Green's own blog may enlighten you further: 



This seems to be another one in prison ".....for Hollie Greig"


More easily debunked lies fronm Robert Green via the "Hollie Greig Justice" Blog

Another journalist asks questions and gets rubbished by UK column..throwing dirt but not accepting their "evidence" re Holly Greig is flimsy, that they have lied repeatedly......yeah but don't answer any questions hey? much money has been raised to fund the hollie greig hoax ?

Well said Sarah Mcleod !

The challenge below is dated 2012.....Gerrish and Collins have known about the Hoax for at least two years, yet have carried on begging for money for "justice".

Sarah Mcleod challenges Hollie Greig Hoax purveroys UK column

Uk column page.

Sonia Poulton exposes herself as super troll, pretending to be her boy friend and all her own "fans" in comments here:

Sonia Poulton commonly known as Scrarty Poontang lying about me to the "Hollie Greig Justice" Blog, and attempting to get them to bully me.....can scrarty not write a single paragraph ever without using the word "smear" ...eeeew !

and my reply, which they have not published:

"...not only the issue of allowing the Hollie greig hoax to continue, allowing scum like the bullying low life "hollie Greig Justice" team to make money from the tradegy they have made of a little girl's life.

I also have issues with the historic bullying and using false accounts to bully others, and pretend to be your own supporters....not only with sonia poulton commonly known as scrarty poontang, but now, looking into the disgusting posts from the "Hollie greig Justice" blog it is obvious they have been using these same bullying tactics against anyone who questions the truth of their lies...."

Could this be Tony Farrell trying to jump on the band wagon? Very sketchy details as to why Farrell is in trouble with the police? Why anyone should care? Another possible fund raising mission from the "Fear Porn" misinfo muppets.

Tony Farrell and "Syncrenicity" on the gravy train ?

Some gravy train these muppets are on !

Monday, April 28, 2014

Latest From Milk Up Bank Farm...

Latest revelations from Milk Up Bank Farm...intimidation, illegal acrions....the film maker reports:

"I got sent information on this shocking story about a woman who has been attacked over and over, in what would seem like an attempt  to get her off the land she owned, even to the point of where they threatened her with arrest or even being held under the mental act. So I had to investigate to find out what was really going on.

This video is just some of the evidence that has been put together exposing the attacks Paula Campbell 47 of Milkup farm has gone through so far to date, and also the fact that wind turbines are set to be put in very close to her land.


Sunday, April 27, 2014

Sonia Poulton ~ Refuses to give Right of Reply to Hollie Greig Hoax Team, Journalist or Media Hack ?

When I was roped in to “volunteer” at The People’s Voice” TV station, my role was to “Support” Sonia Poulton who was unstable and had been having tantrums while her show was live on air, letting rip at producers and threatening to walk out, I was a witness to Sonia’s behaviour and was shocked that a supposedly enlightened person could be so foul mouthed or so nasty with her tirades, however, at that time, I was still believing in TPV so I supported Sonia, hoping that she would calm down and begin to work properly with her team.

As we know that did not happen, Sonia threw another tantrum at the TPV Telethon when she was asked to “Step up her game” again threatening to walk out and causing upset to the crew and team who were trying to work with her. Sonia was in trouble for her behaviour at TPV, and it was only then that she started demanding to know where the money went, Sonia behaved badly and was not prepared to face the music for her bad behaviour at TPV, she has since lied about her tantrums there, and her reasons for leaving. I suppose it is no surprise that a second rate media hack would throw tantrums and then lie about them.

However Poulton claims to be a “journalist” who asks the “hard hitting” questions that other media hacks are scared to ask….well this is yet another lie, Sonia Poulton will not examine facts or research anything. Once her mind is made up there is no debate or discussion, when Sonia had her show on TPV she interviewed Robert Green regarding the Hollie Grieg case and allowed him to say appalling things concerning 22 people who, allegedly, sexually assaulted Hollie Grieg from the age of six, the story is full of discrepancies and needless to say no one should ever be named as a paedophile without very definite evidence.

The “Hollie Grieg hoax” team contacted Sonia to ask for their right of reply, as they wanted to answer the very serious accusations made. Sonia not only refused to listen to them, she was rude and insulting, attempting to claim that they were bullying her ! The whole correspondence has been published on the internet, and Sonia’s curt rejection of anything other than what she wants to report is stunning, one can only imagine how upsetting it was to have another door slammed shut for the Hollie Grieg Hoax team, and that door the door of Sonia Poulton, with all her claims to ask the “hard hitting “questions that others won’t ask……

Sonia Poulton will not even do the research necessary to know what questions to ask in the first place and her assertions that she is “.. Happy to be considered a supporter of Robert Green.” Makes it very unlikely that any unbiased reporting of the Hollie Greig story as it unfolds will come from Sonia, as Sonia is currently presenting herself as an independent alternative journalist presenting “the truth” that other journalists will not touch means, once again, I have no choice but to speak up.

Sonia Poulton is at best, it appears an egoist with fixed ideas, riding on the coattails of TPV to try and create a career for herself, and at worst, controlled opposition, Poulton comes to us, allegedly, through the music media, we really do have to look critically at people and decide for ourselves, but a media hack is just that, a person who sold out to the media for filthy lucre, and we would do well to bear that in mind..always.

Sonia is not paying her bills and has clearly upset somebody enough for them to take down her site last week and replace it with this for several days last week:

Sonia has now launched her new “platform” which seems to consist of Sonia squawking at various MPs to their irritation and out consternation as neither her questions nor any replies are intelligible. Nothing much there apart from the inevitable “DONATE” button. Well lots of room then for a reply to a hard hitting question Sonia, why was it that you did not allow the Hollie Grieg Hoax team a right of reply after the Robert Green interview, resulting in your programme being reported to OFCOM ? Why have you not researched properly the Hollie Grieg story ? Do you not think it is important that people are given information impartially so they can make up their own minds? ..Or, must the world be according to Sonia Poulton?

Possibly doing great harm to the alternative media, Sonia seems to be emerging as “rent a gob”, jumping onto any cause and sensationalising herself as a “feisty lady” is this a platform that activists can work with? I doubt it, my worry is that Sonia will tie up good people and divert their energy, as indeed, I have already seen her do on several occasions. Certainly to my mind Sonia Poulton is not at this point a credible journalist, of any description, and will not be until she properly addresses the Hollie Grieg situation, as it stands at the moment, reporting as Sonia has only one side of the story, which is, as I said full of holes and does not stand up to any proper research.

latest news ..Sonia Poulton exposes herself as super troll in comments here :

Sonia Poulton commonly known as Scrarty Poontang lying about me to tht "Hollie Greig Justice" Blog, and attempting to get them to bully me.....can scrarty not write a single paragraph ever without using the word "smear" ...eeeew ! 

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Breaking News ~ Milk Up Bank Farm ~ Wind Turbine Scandal Emerges

Following previous reports from Milk Up Bank Farm - RainbowArk Animal Sanctuary, researchers have uncovered the shocking news that Oakenshaw Community Association have already signed a contract for a “Community Benefit Wind Turbine” and have received the first payment, The Community Association have called a public meeting to decide how they are to spend this money, on Monday 14 April 2014 at Willington Cricket Club, there will be drinks and a free buffet.

The “Community Benefit Wind Turbine” does not yet have planning permission. The site for the Wind Turbine is next to Milk Up Bank Farm and will cause a nature conservancy area to be destroyed, the plot thickens as truth emerges. Could it be that Paula Campbell was not in favour of her land being used in this way? Certainly in the following video Paula talks about someone wanting to buy her land for this project. It would seem there are many more questions to be asked  here. Who is this man?  Who is on the committee of the Oakenshaw Community Association? Were the Community Association running out of time to get this first mast into place? Did they need to get Paula out of the way in a hurry given the public sympathy for Paula'a Rainbow Ark

"There are some concerns about running out of time to secure the tariff to bring income into the village. This is being discussed with the landowner. Planning permission is not in place yet and negotiations are ongoing regarding the legal agreement with the local landowner"

Willington town council planning-committee-minutes-03.07.

Durham County Council seem to be planning a lot of Wind Turbines of 30 meters tall, perhaps the voices of members of parliament arguing for councils who “wrongly” oppose wind turbines to be sued  should raise alarm bells with every critical thinker, what is happening here? Could it be that Paula and her Rainbow Ark were removed from their home because of  Wind Turbines, Wind Turbine profits and a local community association signing a "contract" that was totally without any remit they could possibly legitimately claim.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

The Struggle Continues to Save Milk Up Bank Farm

Bailiffs moved in on 29 January, with dogs to remove Paula from Milk up Bank farm, which was sheltering 350 animals at the time, Paula Campbell has run her farm as Rainbow Ark Animal Sanctuary for many years, encouraging visitors and school parties to learn about the animals living there. There have been ongoing problems with the mortgage because an assessor had valued another property wrongly, however Paula had stayed in touch with the financers Redstone Mortgage Company, and has contacted the ombudsman, and she has done everything she could to keep Rainbow Ark running and her animals cared for.

When the Bailiffs arrived with dogs Paula Campbell collapsed and was admitted to hospital, Paula was told that if she didn't leave the farm she would be sectioned. Several days later together with her son Paula was allowed back into the farmhouse where they barricaded themselves in, while Paula was inside the water was cut off so no fresh water was available at the farmhouse, an engineer from the water board attempted to enter the farm to restore the water supply but was turned away by security. Bailiffs spent the nights employing scare tactics to intimidate Paula and her son.

“K9” security firm blocked the right of way through the farm and refused to allow supporters to deliver water and medical supplies to Paula at Milk Up Bank Farmhouse. After six days Paula Campbell,was told she could collect water and was ushered off the property still maintaining that the eviction is illegal and that she did not want to leave her property. Paula says she will continue to fight for justice. The case is under appeal and Paula has an injunction to stop Bailiffs damaging or destroying any more of her property.

It doesn’t take much digging to find that Redstone Mortgage Company was fined £630,000 in 2010 by the Financial Services Authority for their poor treatment of some of their customers. The over valuation of the first property is a fraud that property value assessors seem to be committing up and down the country as a way of allowing developers to step in and purchase property cheaply.  “K9” the firm of bailiffs employed have behaved unlawfully at several points; closing of the right of way brought them to the attention of Durham Council who advised that the right of way must remain open. Police aiding and abetting bailiffs from K9 though refusing to protect Paula’s human rights have once again proven who they work for. Things are not at all as they seem at Milk Up Bank Farm, so perhaps a little more digging is needed.

Ah, could this be the real reason Paula and her Rainbow Ark have been hounded and evicted from her property? A Wind Farm ? Durham are currently trying to build a huge 50 metre wind turbine this planning application, which will generate a potential profits of £7.4 million,


Would apparently need to use Paula’s road to develop and Paula was refusing access. There may be other plans afoot but this situation certainly needs looking into very carefully. If as Paula Claims the eviction was unlawful then it seems someone has a vested interest in taking her property. This planning application will cause a nature conservancy area on Paula's property to be destroyed. There is a worldwide land grab going on at the moment, ordinary people are being evicted from their properties on tenuous and unlawful grounds and police are continuing to aid and abet bailiffs acting illegally.

Paula Campbell is everyman as we struggle through these troubled times, all she wanted was to live quietly taking care of the animals she has such an affinity with.  The world of big finance crashed into her peaceful Durham sanctuary and took everything, but this will be all of us as our lives, in turn are destabilised by outside influences, as our rights are eroded and as “developers” cast an eye over anything we own or aspire to own.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

~ Making Spiders ~

Yes ! I am still here ..thanks for asking, and for your comments, I love seeing your visits on my map, so thanks for visiting, I have been busy making Ribbon Roses, Beaded Spiders and wire wrapping marbles, I thought I would re-post Mother Damnable's most popular post which is The Spider Totem, I didn't write it, I found it and re posted, a very interesting article tho, I am loving making spiders, they have such character and look cool on the ribbon roses that I have embelished origami boxes with.......

The spider is the weaver of magic. There is much myth, legend and lore associated with this small and interesting creature. Nearly every culture, continent and tribe has some lore associated with the spider. They are said to be everything from the creators of the universe to the givers of the alphabet to man. They are associated often with the number 8 and are said to be the keepers of the internal plan of creation.

The spider is considered to be associated with the Earth element. Several American Indian tribes tell the story of Grandmother Spider. She is said to have spun the web of life and that all living creatures, beasts, and humans are interconnected through her web. Every life touches another via the intricate, complicated, interwoven threads.
The spiders web is also said to contain messages to man. One folk lore story suggests that it was a spider’s web that gave the gift of the alphabet to humankind so that they could communicate with each other, all over the world, with the written word. There are also variations on this theme of messages being sent through the spider by use of the web. One only need understand how to read the web correctly in order to interpret the message trying to be conveyed.

Many different names are given to the spider or it is connected with various god like traits. In India the spider is associated with Maya, the weaver of illusion. Greeks called the spider Neith and believed she was the “divine mother.” The Cherokee American Indians call the spider the “sacred weaver” and believe she spun the world into existence. The spider was also one of Athena, the Goddess of Wisdom’s, totem creatures, along with the Owl as she represented deep knowledge and understanding of life.

To watch a Spider spin its web is a wonder to behold. They diligently work to create a masterpiece of nature that they seem too small to accomplish. The silk of a spider is said to be stronger than a strand of steel of the same diameter. Their webs provide a means of catching the prey for their sustenance. It really is a marvelous work of art and nature. The spider creates her web and then goes about her business, when she returns she has a host of tasty insect meals to choose from. She wraps them up in her silken thread and preserves them for when she needs to nourish herself. Spiders are solitary creatures and their web patterns will vary by species.

The Spider possesses many virtues that are powerful and valuable and which any person would be wise to emulate or divine. One who has the power of the Spider will see enhanced balance, creative energy, and writing skills. Magic and intuition are also all part of this noble totem’s magic.

The Creative Spider Totem possesses the following virtues:

Balance, nurturing, energy, solidarity, intuition, inspired abilities, writing abilities, enhanced communication, wisdom, patience, fortitude, faith, ingenuity and divine knowledge.

Spider Pearls are said to impart their particular magical virtues to their owner. Spider Pearls are characteristic of its host; they possess all the virtues that may be seen in the Spider itself; the wisdom and understanding of this creature is contained within the pearl waiting for its proper owner to bestow its inner magic to that unique and fortunate individual. For century’s shamans, priestesses, spiritualists and practitioners of the occult have used Spider animal pearls to transfer the powerful magical energy of the Spider to themselves and to others in need of this commanding animal magic.
Spider pearls are highly sought after by any wishing to absorb Spider virtues into their lives and develop stronger mental abilities such as those embodied by this wise creature. The owner of a Spider pearl will see their lives, spiritual energy and mental clarity imbued with all of the virtues attributed to the “Creator” of the world, the Spider. The Spider totem is a strong spirit indeed and its magical properties are one of the most influential of all animal totems. Strength, magic, psychic energy, balance, creativity, and so much more can be integrated into the spirit of the possessor of this magical pearl and the Spider totem.

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